SOME TIMES, JUST SOME TIMES............
I feel like I emphasize too much on inter-relationships with people around me. So much so that it hurts me when people whom I hold on dearly to make me feel that they don't actually care.... Maybe I'm too sensitive (I can't expect friends to ALWAYS be there, wherever, whenever), but being brought up in such a way where I'm taught to always be there for other people, that in life, kinship and friendship is very important, it stings on my heart when I don't see my friends putting in effort to keep the friendship going...
one thing my friends always tell me... "eh, you don't angry leh", SERIOUSLY, next time you guys have that thought again, I'm telling you now, I'M NOT..... I'm not angry, I'm just upset... upset that a little bit of your time can't be taken up to meet up with this old friend of yours... upset because I'm someone who truly, seriously, wholeheartedly care for whomever calls yourself my friend, but I don't see that reflection in you.........
Maybe time has changed, and I'm not living up to it.... perhaps I'm more suitable to just live in isolation, haha....
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