I guess I've more or less packed up my emotions and sorted out my thinking. Every life has its ups and downs, I guess it is the attitude which we uphold when we're feeling down which matters :) when we're down, it's alright to break down, it's alright to malfunction, but at the end of they day, I feel its important to think back on those little things in life... on what makes me happy, and I'll work towards that... as for my lost identity, I'm begin to have some directions now. I've realised that being comfortable with myself is what matters the most, and changing myself to suit others will not be it... I'll just remember to learn from my experiences in future, be it a good or bad one:)
whenever something bad happens, think about what could have been worse, and then you'll realise, that all these shit you're going through isn't that bad after all :)