I'm glad. I think I'm a very lucky girl to have wonderful friends around me. They've always been here for me during this period of time where I've been rather shaky emotionally... They've helped me a lot, and I'm very grateful for all they've done... I was telling one of them that I was very happy they were so supportive of me.. and he simply said, "that's what friends are for, isn't it?" it was just so heartwarming and comforting when he told me that :)
Recently, I've been thinking a lot, way off the limit that my mind can handle.. But I guess I've more of less straightened things out... I shouldn't be thinking so much about the what not, instead, I should be enjoying and appreciating the times I get to spend with him... I should be more than contented for that :) I shouldn't let greed overpower me. I no longer hope for anything now, I just want him to be happy. If things can't work out, at least I know I've tried and there won't be room for regrets. He said he'll say how long it'll last, back then I was unsure about it myself and told him that time will tell.. but now, I'm quite sure its here to stay, I've never been so sure about it... alright, tears wiped, and adjusted to the right frame of mind... All I'll do, is to continue keeping that faith in my heart :)