What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else but you could never have them?
class was rather slack today as the problem covers only theory WITHOUT calculations! like finally, i miss classes without calculations since one semester back.. haha! yes, half a year and still counting, facing excel sheet everyday, god save me! hallelujah! went to play badminton with classmates during second break.. played a couple of matches with Gabriel and he owes me a chicken chop meal and a bottle of 100plus! muahaha!!! yes, that's how i put the skills I've learnt to good use- earn my lunch! LOL! =P
pol-ite's nearing... rather upset that Loke intends to drop me from the team mainly because of my attendance(i just found that out today), and a weaker player compared to me is currently in the team now just because he claims that she is very diligent... i m super super upset about it.. just because I've been busy with the f1 event over the past 2 months, all my efforts over the past year might be washed down the drain just like that? i really don't know what else to say... SPEECHLESS... Loke wants me to play a match before deciding who gets the last place in the team.. so be it.. if I'm not gonna be in, I'm gonna be out of training... might consider going back to coach lee and concentrate more on my constituency games, and prove to people who are looking down upon me that i can make it too!! just you wait Loke! =(
yes, I'm upset. yes, I'm kinda pissed... but feeling that way won't change Loke's mind to consider putting me back in the team.... I'm gonna work triple-ly hard for this coming month and hopefully it'd change his decision.... hopefully =(
