all the incessant questionings around are driving me crazy... yes I know they only mean well... but all it does is confuse me further.... I know this sounds bastard but I'll will appreciate if everyone just leave me alone for the time being...
I know that I am only treating him like how I would to a very good friend, a close friend... but I just don't know why everybody thinks otherwise and insist on it their way... I know I was kinda affected by people's opinion over the past few weeks and that kinda changed the way I treated this goodest friend of mine.. poor him having to tolerate the ever changing mood swings of mine... but I guess I've thought it through.. our friendship shouldn't be compromised just because I'm afraid of gossips (: