i totally hate being caught in between... I've been stuck in so many caught in between situations these few days... its really hard to make decisions you know.. why force me?? give me a break alright... i guess if i hadn't talked to you guys today, you guys will still keep things from me.. what am i supposed to do?? both sides are my good friends, I can't do without either of them, but its just so that both my good friends aren't really in favour of each other? am i supposed to dissect myself?? you guys are my good friends, without a doubt, but so is he.. wads wrong with that?? tell me what to do please... I'm just so saddened by it :(
GOOD FRIENDS.... that term seems a little vague to me now... I'm being blamed for not sparing enough time and not being concerned enough... but am i the only one like that? what about you guys?? am i really treated as a good friend? each time i try to help by doing something more extreme, I'm being labeled as the "bad guy"... i thought i was doing the right thing because i feel I've known the person well enough to judge wads good for her... but i guess i shouldn't assume everything my way? I'm wrong to have felt i understood the person well enough? i guess i should just wallow in my own world and shut all unproductive nonsense away from it -.- i seriously need to steer my life back on track... shit this down slope! :(
