so much for all that "criterias" i've listed over the past years i wish to see in my better half.. does it even really matter?? apparantly i guess wads most important is the chemistry between 2 persons which ties them together, instead of going in a search of a soul mate according to what u wish they'd be... yes, i admit i met mr "ideal" recently... beside the fact that he smokes, which i REALLY HATE... sorry if you're a smoker and reading my post.. but i seriously think that smokers are fucking losers... =/ dun u agree with me larry? haha!!! perhaps that's one of the factors which pulls me back and prompts me that he ain't that ideal after all... but like i said... after this incident.. it realli gt me thinking.. at the end of the day... there isn't really a nid for other half to be so perfect like how u wan it to be, because if the chemistry isn't there, you still wouldn't fall for him ten thousand yrs later even if its prince charming presented before your sight... on the other hand.. when the right spark fires, you just cant stop your feelings towards him even if you noe he's a person with flawed personality, a liar...


ok... tt was just a super random post... LOL!

i'm on the quest to control my incessant use of expletives... oh damm it.. just wad happened to my vocabulary... i had better install an anti virus for my very own dictionary of words.. HAHA! =X