you really enjoy creating a turmoil in me eh?? i hate myself for not being able to put it down after so long... i hate myself for still harbouring hopes tt things would change.. i hate myself for always paying attention to wadeva u do.. i hate myself when i see other girls talking to you and i feel like shit abt it... i hate myself for still talking abt this now when i said i wanna leave it behind and walk ahead...i hate myself for refusing to budge... i hate myself!!!
