saw yvonne on the bus this morning on my way to school... it was raining so heavily tt the traffic was all conjested... was late and dear peisi had to wait for me at the bus interchange.. haha... my worst nightmare came true todae.. doing excel sheet again!!!! but thanks to zhixin, i managed to learn how to use it n i must sae i m quite proud of my achievement today=) realli happy to have learnt something new.. it just feels good! went for lunch with ex w24m mates.... i cant wait to go out with them on friday night.. i just love them so much!!! hehe...
headed for training after skoool... the badminton hall was soooo packed with freshmen this evening... lucky there was still space left for us to play ard... today's the trials for yr 1s therefore there wasnt training... but played with lishi, sue yee, alvin, larry, alan and grace.... quite enjoyable today la... stress-free environment.. nt having to meet time limits.. LOL.... oh oh oh!! another thing! i finally gt my team republic jacket after so long.. haha.. looks like i can cancel it off my wishlist now.. lol.. some may be wondering y i would want a lousy piece of jacket with the skool's name printed on it so badly... actually its not abt the jacket.. not abt the name.. but rather it gives me the sense of realli being a sportsman in rp.. a sense of identity and the sense of achievement of being able to own the TEAM REPUBLIC jacket =) i m proud =)
it hurts so much whenever i talk abt wad has happened and wad has become of us now... larry shall be the last person to noe wad has happened between us... it just brings bac so much sweet and bitter memories whenever i talk abt it... i dun wanna be reminded of wad has happened... it hurts.. its not easy getting over it... i've said it a trillion times but i still seriously think I AM NOT AS STRONG AS I THOUGHT I COULD BE... you're stubbornly staying in every corners of my mind and heart.. refusely to leave no matter how hard i try to chase u away...
