I totally feel so different these few daes... so much less laughter heard and smiles seen on me... i just feel so calmed but there's just something weighing me down? i cant put it in words oso... vocab alone is nt enough to express it... my heart just died on me.. i'm so devoid of emotions these few daes... however I'm indeed a lucky girl... all my gd frens have shown concern in many different ways... i finally realised how blessed i am... i guess tt is a good enough reason for me to move on with life?? because these ppl are much more important to me than wads bothering me...
lesson ended veri early todae as we were doing linear programming again.. veri much similar to last week's problem... tts y we were done pretty early... slacked ard in class for a while and then headed to larry's class to continue slacking with him while waiting for alan n the rest.. camwhored using his phone and finally gt a nice pic of myself to put as his wallpaper.. haha! went down to the new foodcourt not long after peisi n hweemiang ended their UT... slacked there for a long time n waited for zhihong... he drive but he machiam walk to skool... we waited soooooo long for him... if i hadnt seen him come in with his camry.. i would suspect he cycled to skool. LOL... went for training after tt n then to makan again after training at the coffee shop.. i sound like a big glutton dun i? but actualli i dint eat la.. jus drank... cabbed home after tt and i am curently lying on my bed... thinking of wad to do with my life tml..... =/
