played my first competitive match todae at the intra constituency tournament in mayflower sec... was feeling pretty nervous on court earlier on... the anxiety was so bad tt my hands actually trembled!! LOL! i lost the match in the end.. first set was 10-21... second set was 12-21... but it was good experience thou... met new frens too=) alright...gonna attend mr lim's training at 9am in the morning tomorrow!!! gosh!!! i wonder if i will overslp...haha...
often, i wonder y am i pushing myself so hard for this sport.... do i realli love it tt much? actually i think i m being stubborn... i wanna prove to ppl tt i can do well too... when i just started playing... the critizism i get was almost unbearable tt it drove me to tears once... partly also because i want to prove to that SOMEONE i can play this sport well one fine day... i m moving on... its definately painful... but i will pull through... because i m superwoman GENEVIEVE TAN =)
