i numb myself with training, and training, and more trainings... thinking of nothing else but to hit the shuttle back... it's not tt i dun wanna accept all this tt is happening.. but rather i cant bring myself to accept it.. maybe i'm using her as an excuse to step one step away from u... maybe i'm taking ur small lil actions for granted... i realli dun noe wad i'm doing right now... someone pls wake me up from my slumber...
