after much anticipation for the past few weeks... GPA has finally been released... i gt a grand total of 3.6... well... shouldnt complain animore abt the grades as it is already quite alright... BUT..... i m disappointed with my performace on the whole la... after reflecting over wad i've for the past semester.. i think i've let myself down.. i could have done so much beta if i werent so playful.. when i c those who were much more hardworking than me getting a lower grade than myself, i felt so ashamed of myself.. i duno y.. but i jus feel tt way.. a sense oh guilt i guess... oh well... wads done cannot be undone.. i just have to bear in mind this feeling of disappointment so tt history will not repeat itself again in the following semesters to come =/ to those who did well, congrats! give urself a pat on ur shoulder... those who dint do as well, dun lose heart... its jus the first sem.... u jus gotta work harder n buck up in the following sems... with perseverence, ur efforts will pay off! HANG IN THERE! =)
* things have been happening.. n i duno y i m feeling the way i feel right now.. the feeling sucks... i feel so dead.. like a souless human in a need for directions... like a lost ship in the ocean looking for the lighthouse... i guess i jus nid some time alone... or just a great fren to stay by my side when i need someone to be there =(
