finally got back my chinese o lvl's result yesterdae afternoon.... i got a b3... well.... i actually kinda expected the results... even convinced everyone i would b jumping for joy if i could even get a b3 for chinese.. cause my chinese simply isnt up to the mark... however, wad overcame me was so different.. i wasnt joyful at all... i felt disappointment.. why is this so.. hiaz.. it could b due to my oral... i actually got a merit for my oral.. it felt as thou my world was falling apart.... wad the hell...gene... the one hu could converse so well.. actually onli got a merit for the oral.... for the moment i tot to myself...whr did i go rong. was it the examiner? was it the question... it might b the question.. cause afterall i was stumped when the question was being asked... my mind went blank... is such coincidence actually possible in reality? i realli duno..
my friends started consoling me seeing how sad i was.... i told them i was fine=) i put on a smile=) but something inside told them tt i definately felt sad over it... i cried when they werent looking... i cried to myself... i did it discreetly.. but zhongjian caught my tearing... he came over to cheer me up.. thanks dude.. u nv fail to make my dae.. u have no idea how impt u r in my life... u.. chor.. ck... tk... yvonne... u guys definately added colours to my life=) thanks...
sadness aside... i m definately rejoicing for my frens as well!! those hu did well.. u guys deserved it.. cause i noe u guys realli worked hard to get the grade.. to those hu dint do well.. fret not... lets all work hard and strive for the better for the coming exams.. i m sure we can do it=)
