sometimes guys jus dun understand.... why is it tt they have to fool ard with the fragile hearts of the lonesome soul?? is it realli tt fun? isit realli called for? imagine the pain the gal thru each time she's hurt... but then come to think of it... it takes 2 hands to clap... if it wasnt wishful thinking on her part.. all this wouldnt have happened.. if she could keep she emotions in control.. things would b fine.. its realli sad to c a great fren turn her back on you cause of something redundant.. its jus sad.... alrite.. enough of all this...
am i reading too much into it?? i lost control of myself once again.. i cried last night... cried unconrollably while on the fone with my trusted pal... just wads with waiting for me... asking me to buck up and all.. i realli wish to forget this hole edpisode.. i wish to c an ending to it.. not a sequal.... but i m jus not doing it rite... one min u r being so nice to me... nagging at me n showing me so much concern.. but the next... u r scolding me.. reprimanding me... saeing as if everything's my fault.. yes i m wilful.. but hu's the cause of all my craziness??? one minute u said we should keep a dist.. but the nx moment... u r walking so close beside me when u saw how lonely i was.. jus how long do u wanna carry on with ur game?? i cant take it anymore! i said i will try... bt trying doesnt mean guaranteed success.. if onli u noe how i feel rite now at this moment...
