i haven realli been seriously blogging for quite some time le.... guess people r sian reading the nonsense i've done with my previous posts....
i've injured my back once again!! it's hurting n i cant realli sit down for long... people have been asking me to c a doc.. its not tt i dun wan.. but i m afraid of wad might await me after the checks n all..but dun worri peeps... i will take of myself.. i m sure i can... dun worri ya... i wun feel good if u guys worri abt me=(
well... i wouldnt sae tt things r sun shine after the rain for my case.. cause i haven realli picked up from whr i fell... i still feel the pain... i still cry.... i still do silly things... tts jus me alrite... i wish all this wun b happening.. but i jus cant control my emotions... maybe some one hu noes how to control teach me how? i would greatly appreciate tt... my tears have run dry.... i m feeling lethargic... but life jus carries on.. maybe i should jus sae i m glad i've still got great frens ard me ba... tts my onli consolation....
qingaide told me quite a lot tt dae.... she asked me not to give up.. she asked me to wait till after o's.. but i told her.. i no longer wanna paint animore illusions in my mind.. i told her tt i might as well jus forget abt everything.. cause i have a strong premonition tt things arent jus gonna work out.. my life is always like tt... things r nv smooth sailing.. it's jus me.... =(
