all this should not be happening at all in the first place... two people worlds apart with different set of values in life... how can this actually happen to me... IMPOSSIBLE.... i jus wish to snap back to reality n stop being a fool... wads affection?? wads love?? i tot i had the answer to my questions... but no.. i was jus blinded by wad i tot was the truth... there's mani things which i duno... but i m in no hurry to look for my answers now.. cause i have beta things to do at this stage of my life.. i should be enjoying this journey.. not agonising=) .............................