i was taken aback todae.... wad the hell was i doing for the past month... i was so great to be able to get tt kinda results.. first time ever in my life.. i onli passed 3 and failed the rest.. wads going on... wad on earth went rong man! i seriouosly have no idea anihow.. in the past.. i might b lazy.. but i never allowed myself to get this kinda results... nv will i ever allow myself to do this badly.. i feel as thou i had disappointed everyone around me... everyone is jus plain disappointed... wads most impt.. i disappointed myself....
i was practically crying n crying nonstop.. even frens around me sae it's e first time they c like like this.. so depressed n so uncertain.... but all this disappointment aside, i realised there're mani hu still care for me... yvonne.. sherry.. minzhi.. rene.. sf... mr tan... mr phua... mr seet.. mrs wee.. mr teo.... the encouragment u guys gave realli meant a lot to me...but right now.. i guess no amount of encourgment will help now... i realli nid to reflect on my actions n buck up!! no more resting for me during the june hols... no more going out.. no more watching television for me... just plain studying... but dun worri guys... i will rest when i feel there's a nid too.. i wun let myself fall de... cause i have yet to achieve wad i wan... so dun worri.... i can de...
